a shot in the arm to boost my self esteem
that's all i need to get me through today
mental insomnia has got me down again
locked in my social cage in the place i've always been

and i can see
that we were not meant to be
and i can see
that you are not gonna be a part of me

taking the time to shut you out of my life
lost all faith in your so called stability
false imagery getting closer to the knife again
seeping through the cracks so willingly

misconceptions and the things misread, words not said
the time was ours but we left it in midair
i try to reconcile but i can't because i...
i just don't care